Heya! Sooo it's time for another rant thing parsu lore drop of sorts for those who care!

I've been struggling with any kind of relevant growth for a long time now. I know I do have a good amount of following in my socials but I just failed at monetizing my stuff in general. I was completely fine with the amount I do from commissions but with time I felt like transitioning slowly from just commissions to some commissions + passive income w the P site and stuff. I do not mind doing commissions and I do appreciate every single one that trusted me for drawing their ideas but there's no denying that doing only commissions is very draining, and when you combine that with insomnia, your wrists getting weaker and a good amount of midlife crisis it's a recipe for disaster.

Some years ago I started trying to earn some money from the p site, which never really went anywhere. Maybe I should've opened it earlier, maybe my content just does not appeal to the majority of the audience, maybe I'm bad at advertising my stuff, maybe a mix of all. I do want to make it happen still but holy shit I'm completely lost rn. So, I want to hear it from you guys:

- What is the appeal of my work? The stuff you'd like to see more from me?

- Would you be interested in exclusive stuff from me? If so, any kind of specific content?

To be clear I'm not into any kind of financial problem rn, just really lost. Been drawing for 15 years and while I'm in a very good spot, it's just  far from what I expected to be with this time investment. Didn't really bothered me much but with my 40s coming closer I gotta change something, and the real struggle for me is figuring out what to change on my own.